Subject: Vanilla Submission|
I like TJ's idea of using this message board to share experiences. I received this letter.
The vanila submissive role is actually very important to me as although i crave erotic submission i cannot enjoy erotic feelings all day. What you have taught me is that i can enjoy being submissive in non-sexual ways and derive satisfaction from this. Being attentive to peoples need esspecially women fulfills this need that i have had for al my life, when i first started writing to you i told you that i had little experience of being a submissive but i have found this not to be true. The analogy i use is that of a blocked river, imagine my desire to be sexually doiminated as a river. This river was blocked for many years by shame and guilt and cowardice. However new rivers were formed that passed this "dam" and allowed expression, i was just never aware of them. The thrill of giving up my seat on a train to a woman, carrying heavy loads for a woman or just simply listening to what she is saying all allow me to express my self. It is my dream now to find a mate with whom i can openly be submissive with, in the knightly way you have taught.